I think that there are things I do not because I want to (although I surely do want to), but because I have to. And that's "have to" as in these things are part of my nature. I have found that for myself there are two "have to" activities - motorcycles, which although interesting aren't really the topic of conversation here, and creating art.

Ah now, creating art. I could just be simplistic and tell you "it's something I do." You've no doubt figured out by now that there's really more to it than that. So I'll amend that sentence fragment to be "it's something I have to do." That's at least closer to the truth. My art is not just something I chose to do, it's something I have to do. Part of my nature. Realistically, I could "choose" not to do it, but what would that accomplish for me? In the end, I consider myself to be blessed in that this part of my innate structure is also something that I "want" to do, that I enjoy.

There. Want to go get a beer with me and not think about this anymore?